In 1982 I was presented a chrome ULU with DR. TRUMAN BENTLEY JR., ESQUIRE on it by a friend in Alaska. I was 18 years old. Dec was from Galacian descent. Like Warhol a Pole. Kobb has read my stuff for years and has stuff from the early 1990's or late 80's. The difference between me and DEC is my writing and art are designed to be understandable coherent to the reader. I try to make what I know is INSANE an accepted and MADE SANE concept. Sort of noir humour. But you must realize I use INSANITY to create a replacement for status quo. Because the absurd becomes rational. Very similar to how people in a confined space try to organize sanitation and resources. It is also a primitive operational function like early man and all animals use to GET what they HAVEN'T. Sort of like how the handicapped cope. Like how the MU MESONS exist because they created a band. Like an aware LOON building an ordered environment to be able to INDULGE THE GIFT OF INSANITY. Ross. The difference between DEC and myself is I have made hours of film since I was a kid. Plus I have writings that exceed the complete works of published writers. I AM ANYWAY so fame is not connected to my schtick at all. It would be helpful. Sort of like a kid with more money going into a fireworks store. And I would just as soon call everyone together and throw all the fireworks in a swimming pool as I would lighting the sky with them before their eyes. OOO and AWE looking at the sky by people actually is of no consequence. I prefer their AWE at the sight of them in the pool. Then I look for the smart kid who has the understanding to dry them out for another day. That GENIUS is the spark of HIGHER LEVEL THINKING which makes one day above the others. The Spruce Goose flying. Anyway anything I say worth anything on any level is instantaneous and comes FROM THE UNKNOWN. That I like because it seems to prove believing it so means I am INSANE. HORTON HEARS A WHO, or a disembodied genius god or devil speaks through me like a radio. Either way I am crazy. Only the Ice Hockey, Footballers, Golfers, all other sports people are sane. Right. Remember intelligence is either applauded or ridiculed as crazy and if labeling one isn't sufficient you can be torn down by other labels. To be successful insane one has to be like a HUNCHBACK who has mastered Jujitsu.
I want to grind my penis up in a CUISANART on puree' and mix it in with some FRISKIES to make a potted meat spread for aaaaaalll the peepuhs who don't deserve tuh read THE NNNNNNOOOZE-LETTUH!
They are have a five mile run through the park area. It begins at Midnght this weekend. To light the way they are sitting out paber sacks with sand in the bottom and a candle. It is about 4000 bags total. I got a job putting the bags, sand and candles down. I refused to take the job of lighting them all. It'll take all day putting them down. Lighting them is too tedious. Ten dollars an hour. Estimated time total TEN HOURS. Now I can buy myself the box set of LOST IN SPACE featuring the glorious DR. ZZZZACHERY SSSSSSCHMIFF! All that is Schmiff is worthy! Hear Schmiff! Worship Schmiff!
My back is thrown! No more candle sand bags. Gonna be in agony for days! My back is gone! I don't ever want to see a paper sack or a candle again! My back is tore up!
Myth: People who self-injure are crazy and/or dangerous.
Fact: It is true that many people who self-harm suffer from anxiety, depression, or a previous trauma—just like millions of others in the general population. Self-injury is how they cope. Slapping them with a “crazy” or “dangerous” label isn’t accurate or helpful.
We care Turman! Let us all help you!
If you’re having a hard time pinpointing the feelings that trigger your urge to cut, you may need to work on your emotional awareness. Emotional awareness means knowing what you are feeling and why. It’s the ability to identify and express what you are feeling from moment to moment and to understand the connection between your feelings and your actions.
The idea of paying attention to your feelings—rather than numbing them or releasing them through self-harm—may sound frightening to you.You may be afraid that you’ll get overwhelmed or be stuck with the pain. But the truth is that emotions quickly come and go if you let them. If you don’t try to fight, judge, or beat yourself up over the feeling, you’ll find that it soon fades, replaced by another emotion. It’s only when you obsess over the feeling that it persists.
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In 1982 I was presented a chrome ULU with DR. TRUMAN BENTLEY JR., ESQUIRE on it by a friend in Alaska. I was 18 years old. Dec was from Galacian descent. Like Warhol a Pole. Kobb has read my stuff for years and has stuff from the early 1990's or late 80's. The difference between me and DEC is my writing and art are designed to be understandable coherent to the reader. I try to make what I know is INSANE an accepted and MADE SANE concept. Sort of noir humour. But you must realize I use INSANITY to create a replacement for status quo. Because the absurd becomes rational. Very similar to how people in a confined space try to organize sanitation and resources. It is also a primitive operational function like early man and all animals use to GET what they HAVEN'T. Sort of like how the handicapped cope. Like how the MU MESONS exist because they created a band. Like an aware LOON building an ordered environment to be able to INDULGE THE GIFT OF INSANITY. Ross. The difference between DEC and myself is I have made hours of film since I was a kid. Plus I have writings that exceed the complete works of published writers. I AM ANYWAY so fame is not connected to my schtick at all. It would be helpful. Sort of like a kid with more money going into a fireworks store. And I would just as soon call everyone together and throw all the fireworks in a swimming pool as I would lighting the sky with them before their eyes. OOO and AWE looking at the sky by people actually is of no consequence. I prefer their AWE at the sight of them in the pool. Then I look for the smart kid who has the understanding to dry them out for another day. That GENIUS is the spark of HIGHER LEVEL THINKING which makes one day above the others. The Spruce Goose flying. Anyway anything I say worth anything on any level is instantaneous and comes FROM THE UNKNOWN. That I like because it seems to prove believing it so means I am INSANE. HORTON HEARS A WHO, or a disembodied genius god or devil speaks through me like a radio. Either way I am crazy. Only the Ice Hockey, Footballers, Golfers, all other sports people are sane. Right. Remember intelligence is either applauded or ridiculed as crazy and if labeling one isn't sufficient you can be torn down by other labels. To be successful insane one has to be like a HUNCHBACK who has mastered Jujitsu.
I fail in everything! So I removed my penis. Now I am CHAZ!
In reverse.
I want to grind my penis up in a CUISANART on puree' and mix it in with some FRISKIES to make a potted meat spread for aaaaaalll the peepuhs who don't deserve tuh read THE NNNNNNOOOZE-LETTUH!
They are have a five mile run through the park area. It begins at Midnght this weekend. To light the way they are sitting out paber sacks with sand in the bottom and a candle. It is about 4000 bags total. I got a job putting the bags, sand and candles down. I refused to take the job of lighting them all. It'll take all day putting them down. Lighting them is too tedious. Ten dollars an hour. Estimated time total TEN HOURS. Now I can buy myself the box set of LOST IN SPACE featuring the glorious DR. ZZZZACHERY SSSSSSCHMIFF! All that is Schmiff is worthy! Hear Schmiff! Worship Schmiff!
SERSE LUIGETTI sent art today. Does it go to Ross or the patio Grill. The marshmellows are jumping up and down yelling, ME! ME! ME! PPPPPPPLLLLLEASE!
"They are have". Some kind of FORGETS SYNDROME.
Midnght
Sitting or setting
My back is thrown! No more candle sand bags. Gonna be in agony for days! My back is gone! I don't ever want to see a paper sack or a candle again! My back is tore up!
STRATU posted on his site he liked Bentspoon because of the Truman comments.
Myth: People who self-injure are crazy and/or dangerous.
Fact: It is true that many people who self-harm suffer from anxiety, depression, or a previous trauma—just like millions of others in the general population. Self-injury is how they cope. Slapping them with a “crazy” or “dangerous” label isn’t accurate or helpful.
We care Turman! Let us all help you!
If you’re having a hard time pinpointing the feelings that trigger your urge to cut, you may need to work on your emotional awareness. Emotional awareness means knowing what you are feeling and why. It’s the ability to identify and express what you are feeling from moment to moment and to understand the connection between your feelings and your actions.
The idea of paying attention to your feelings—rather than numbing them or releasing them through self-harm—may sound frightening to you.You may be afraid that you’ll get overwhelmed or be stuck with the pain. But the truth is that emotions quickly come and go if you let them. If you don’t try to fight, judge, or beat yourself up over the feeling, you’ll find that it soon fades, replaced by another emotion. It’s only when you obsess over the feeling that it persists.
Cutting removes the flesh. Eating HOARDING expands the flesh. Dr. Sane inventor of elastic sweat pants. Elephant ankles.
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